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Name: Emily Country: United States State: Georgia Metro: Woodstock Birthday: 7/8/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: my god, my family, my friends... the most importants first... and then we have the piano, guitar, precept boot camp, singing, rapping, daincing in the car, swing dancing and waltzing, the beach, eating, edy's strawberry icecream, long car trips to new york and texas, chex mix, pb&j sandwitches, school (before and after classes), my wonderful friends, rain, the pool, diving boards, swimming in the rain, lightening and quiet thunder, looking at pictures, writing, reading, bootcamp, frolicking and skipping with my sister, wooden-spoon fights, fencing, sitting on kitchen counters, cowboy boots and belt buckles, worship, mofia, clue with sam, attepting to dance with emma, jesse mccartney, random quotes, on the way down and other mushy ryan cabrero songs, greenday (before sam told me the lyrics), crazy, footloose, the wedding planner, agatha christie, meg ryan movies, good will hunting, puddles, shopping, armageddon, apallo 13, aim... Expertise: everything... i'm never wrong... haha i wish! Occupation: Student Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me AIM: emmiekk8
Member Since:
8/25/2004
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| i am writing a retraction to my last post. i am not optimistic. i have been given the gift of faith. and today, my faith in Him and His will and His timing returned to me a blessing. a friend. a really good friend. a best friend? we shall see. i'm still waiting. but this time, waiting is a joint effort. waiting to hear what He has to say about our future. what will it look like? only He knows. pray that we seek Him first.
James 1: 5-6a "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But he must ask in faith without any doubting..."
You have been faithful until now. I refuse to doubt that you will continue to be faithful. You are faithfulness. And you bless those who trust You. Show me the blessings of seeking and trusting You.
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| sometimes being an eternal optimist has disadvantages. that doesn't mean the eternal optimist needs to lower their standards. it means they must learn to accept things as they are. not try to make them into what they could have been.
but optimism does have it's perks. happiness isn't challenged unless something doesn't go the best way. and then, usually, you can see something good in it.
do you see something good in it? no. not today.
tomorrow. you will see something good in it tomorrow.
tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it, says optimist. no mistakes in it yet, says reality
thanks reality. glad i can accommodate you when you come to visit. enjoy your stay. check out is at 10.
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| Air is dry, the sun is gone When I breathe, I breate alone Ten times a day I cry Just to prove that I'm alive Oh, that I'm alive I have tried to be the queen I have tried most everything Leads me to the same place On my knees or on my face On my knees or on my face Nations fall when You speak And You have spoken over me I am tired of giving in so easily The way You keep on loving me Is changing everything I see It's a great big mystery The fingers on my weathered bow Are giving out and letting go I need You now to take me in I cannot fight alone again Can't fight alone again You are the mystery
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| sometimes i wish i could write songs. i define my life in songs, but they're someone else's words.
Too many things I have to do But if all of these dreams might find there way Into my day to day scene I'll be under the impression I was somewhere in between
"and now i see you through helpless blurry eyes i hope they say what i want them to my words never do"
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| i will be a teenager for a mere 24 more hours. here are some thoughts that probably no one will read...
i have had this xanga for almost 6 years. i can't get rid of it. i'm feeling nostalgic. that feeling is usually chased away by tears. this is the weirdest summer i've ever had. it's felt more like a school year than this past school year did. someday i'm going to write a book about my family. i wish i had kept a journal for the past 3 years. i want to push fast forward... again. but that never turns out well. i plan everything. things rarely ever go exactly how i plan. that's usually a good thing. i hope it rains again soon. i get to go to the beach in a week :) laughing always makes me feel better. i'm certain that most times making people laugh shows them love. every birthday and new years i resolve to start running. it has yet to happen. i have yet to experience my "disney moment." disney may be unrealistic and expensive, but disney moments are priceless. i know this sounds like disney, but i know my biggest dreams will come true. not knowing the when and how makes me anxious. i want to be laid back and spontaneous. i'm afraid of becoming kate gosselin. i really hope no one ever reads this.... it's on xanga so the likelihood of this is pretty good. i like page breaks. i wish real life had them.
impatient: adj. "restless in desire or expectation; eagerly desirous." patient: adj. "bearing provocation, annoyance, misfortune, delay, hardship, pain, etc., with fortitude and calm and without complaint, anger, or the like." fortiutde: adj. "mental and emotional strength in facing difficulty, adversity, danger, or temptation courageously."
Psalm 27:14 "Wait for the LORD; Be strong and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the LORD."
Selah
EM
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